I swear I never meant to miss Chanelle being born. ThereÌs a lot going on wiv my music, work, at college. I canÌt seem to fit it all in, and maybe right now I donÌt want to. I see sheÌs tired and that, but we need the money, so what am I supposed to do? Talk to me in the forum.

I thought things were meant to start getting better now Chanelle's born, but I feel worse and BenÌs not helpinÌ. HeÌs never here since I took him back. My Mum doesnÌt want to know. IÌm stuck in this room all the time, listening to Chanelle cry. I just feel like IÌm nothin. I can't talk to anybody. What should I do?

'One lipz and he's in love!' - Danny is still after me with that lovesick look. I don't mind it as long as he donÌt go gettin excited! KatyÌs kid looks alright, canÌt say the same for her. Had another row with my Mum.

Hookin up with Tilly is...we have a laugh anyway. I didnÌt expect to end up babysitter round at KatyÌs, but at least I was wiv Tilly and itÌs better than waiting for my Dad to get home, lookin for a drink. What's gonna happen to the baby tho?